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Miracles Do Happen!

It’s still really early and there are some things that still worry me, but I’m excited to tell you that I’m pregnant!  My body repaired itself enough to actually get pregnant!!  What?!?  It’s so dang crazy, I can hardly believe it myself.

I did Keto so that I could get healthy and have a chance at getting pregnant.  Honestly, I didn’t think it would work.  I mean, 20 years ago a high-profile Endocronologist told me that I have PCOS (polycycstic ovarian syndrome) and that in no uncertain terms would I ever get pregnant.  He added that if I do get pregnant that I would surely miscarry.  That was 1998, just before I turned 18 and graduated from High School.

Over the years, more has been learned about PCOS (though still not much) and many women have gotten pregnant and had babies.  It gave me hope, but in the back of my mind I always remembered what that one doctor told me…and it was confirmed by the fact that I never got pregnant.  In some ways it was a relief.  If I never got pregnant, then I never had to worry about having miscarriages and lose the baby.  I also didn’t have to worry about my health problems becoming the problems of my baby, which were pretty bad, if I never had a baby.

Did I ever not want children?  No.  It was like a biological need that was so strong coupled with the fact that I want to prove the medical field wrong.  I just wanted a baby to love and care for.    There were times that I thought I might be pregnant but never got a positive test.  I’m aware if was probably wishful thinking and uncontrolled hormones causing me to think it was possible.  It was a let down every time.  It became a game over the years that I almost wouldn’t want to take the pregnancy test because as soon as I took it, the possibility of being pregnant went away.  (I’m not an idiot.  I realize this is crazy.  But sometimes its nice to have hope.)

In this serious about my pregnancy, I want to talk with you about how I improved my health and actually got pregnant.  I will keep updating the blogs to you can follow along with how things are going with me and the pregnancy.  I hope this provides some hope to just one person out there.  If you want children and can’t have any, there still may be hope for you.

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I hope you have a wonderful Monday!  -Rebecca

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Basic Blog 08/10/18

Friday, August 10, 2018

I feel amazing!  So I had some pretty crummy days this week as I made yet another drop in anxiety meds going from 7.5mg to 5mg.  The first decrease from 10mg to 7.5mg had similar symptoms, so I knew what to expect.  The only real difference from the first decrease to this second was the fact that the detox symptoms came much quicker…like in 2 days from the decrease versus over a week before.

It kind of wrecked my weekend as I was planning on having more time before the crummy, flu-like symptoms hit.  Oh well.  I missed a birthday party and stayed in bed for a couple of days.  Who am I kidding, I’ve spent most of this week in bed, but gradually getting better and getting more done.

Yesterday (Thursday) was the first day I felt good enough to drive myself any kind of distance.  I got a bunch done in the morning, then drove up to my husband’s work to go run errands with him and have lunch.  After I got home (about 2pm) I was pretty wiped.  Fortunately, we had leftover lunch and ate that for dinner.  Then, we went for a swim and talked a lot and I was asleep by about 9pm.

Today is even better than yesterday.  It’s not quite 10am, but I woke up before 6am, hung out with my husband, made our morning Magic Coffees, watched some helpful YouTube videos that I was backlogged on, got going on the laundry and began packing more (we’re moving Monday morning).  The buyers we sold the home to will be here to check the state of the property this afternoon, so I have to be ready for that.  I also want to make steaks that I defrosted earlier this week so we can eat them as salads this weekend and then make dinner.  Today I’m planning to cook dinner, but not according to my Meal Plan as that was thrown out the window a few days ago.  I’m thinking a roasted chicken with roasted carrots and radishes and a sauteed greens mix with crispy pan-fried bacon ends.  Did I mention I had to pack more stuff today?  It’s going to be a full day.

I realize this was kind of a ramble.  I probably didn’t need my morning Magic Coffee with mushrooms, but it’s so yummy!  I really am feeling more like my normal, morning-person self right now.  I might get worn out later today, but I’m going to be forgiving of myself and aware of my actual abilities…and most importantly, enjoy the energy, focus and normal feelings I currently have while they last.

I hope you all are having a good day.  We all have lives.  Just thought I’d share mine because it’s a struggle getting off anxiety medication.  Oh, I almost forgot that I wanted to tell you about the comparison from last summer to this summer.  If you’re interested, read further.  If you’re not, I really hope you have a wonderful day!

Throwback Comparison

As an educator I do my best to plan changes for the Summer.  This gives me time to rest, relax and adjust.  When I was on Metformin, I would adjust my doses in the Summer so that I could suffer the brutal consequences in the Summer when I’m not restricted on restroom usage and I can feel crummy and it doesn’t impact anyone else.  More recently, I know that making changes to my anxiety medication, Lexapro, needs to be done in this off-season as well.  As a teacher, Summer is the off-season, btw.

Now, you should know, if you don’t already, changing medications like Lexapro should be done with the support and guidance of a medical professional, which I am not.  I’m just a lady trying to get my life straight and my anxiety under control.  I have a doctor who is supportive, guides me and is encouraging me to try to get off the medication.  That all being said, let’s get on with the comparison.

Summer 2017

My first try getting off this medication, but my doctor really wants me to try.  I really want to try as well, even though I wasn’t sure what to expect.  My husband and I have been wanting to get pregnant and grow our family for many years and I know I need to be off this medicine if I can be for the benefit of the baby.  It’s kind of a lot of pressure.  And I was scared that once I got off the meds I would find out that I really need them and stay on for the rest of my life.

I was dieting and exercising, looking for work and interviewing, preparing for the new school year, binging a lot of tv shows and just trying to be rested.    I ended up losing 17 pounds and gaining 16 pounds that summer (yep, a grand total of serious effort for a loss of 1 pound).  I got really sick from detoxing, but the worst part was that I was having a hard time focusing and getting weird brain zaps.  I remember it was hard to drive because I didn’t know if it would become dangerous or not.  So, my dad and husband drove me places and I had stuff delivered.

At one point my father and I drove (okay, he drove me) up to San Jose for an interview.  I was well qualified for the position and very excited to talk with them about the direction of their school and the impact they have on the community.  I had my digital portfolio and copies of brochures and lesson plans and all kinds of “impressive” documents to bring and share.  Just before the interview I started getting weird brain zaps.  Yes, the worst time possible.  I quickly Googled what to do and read in a few places that increasing fish oil and Vitamin B should help.  So before the interview dad drove me to Costco and bought me Krill Oil and Super Vit-B Complex.  Naturally, it wasn’t enough time for them to do their job, but it couldn’t hurt and I had time to waste.

The interview didn’t go well.  I had a difficult time recalling information that I know, discussing my experience, etc.  I must have looked like an idiot.  Did I forget to mention that I suddenly had issues with body temperature regulation that caused me to freeze and then sweat like crazy?  I’m not surprised I didn’t get the job offer.

It took a long time for things to calm down.  I may have decreased the medication too fast, but I should have given myself time to just rest and relax without having to go on long road trips or impress anyone.  Looking back, I see what was really going on.  I should have not accepted job interviews.  Live and learn, I guess.

After summer ended, I returned to work and learned that my friend had lost of ton of weight from doing Keto.  She had been telling me about it since she started at the beginning of summer and I thought it was another fad diet.  I chose to stick with traditional diet and exercise.  I forgot to mention that most of my coworkers and I were in a Weight Loss Challenge over the summer.  I lost and my friend won.  She won a big pot of money, but more importantly, her health was good and she lost weight.

From that point I realized I needed to learn more about what she was doing.  What is Keto?  Are you really never hungry?  Are you sure it’s healthy?  You know, questions any sane person would ask when something is completely against “conventional wisdom” and everything we have learned our entire lives.  September 1, 2017 I officially started Keto and my husband began the next day.

Life was looking up.  I was off my medications and was on this journey with my coworker and friend, as well as my husband to get healthy and lose weight.  It’s been a dream to get healthy, but it was always so darn hard before.  I was feeling really good.  Really good.

Anyway, the saddest part of this whole thing was that after being off Lexapro for months I started really struggling again.  I had to get back on the medication.  I was so stressed out from work that I just couldn’t cope.  I felt like a failure.  I didn’t want to quit my job.  It was such a mess that I didn’t realize for a while that my sources of stress and anxiety were mostly coming from work.

I thought this meant that I would have to be on anxiety medications for the rest of my life.  Not only is that a bummer that my brain can’t function like it should, it meant that if I did get pregnant my baby would be impacted by this drug.  But, I was doing what I had to do and feeling calm and happy again.

Late Spring 2018

I had my annual appointment with the doctor to talk about my progress and what all has been going on.  She and I were both pleased.  Keto had made a clear and obvious difference in my life and I was feeling mentally very well.

The doctor suggested that I try to get off the Lexapro again.  I told her that I thought since I failed before it meant I had to be on it for life.  To support my claim, I did learn this from one of the depression/anxiety classes I took at Kaiser.  But, the doc said it wasn’t true and she wanted me to try again.

I had an especially difficult time at work this school year, so not only did I know I would be trying to get off the meds in the Summer, but I also knew that I would be quitting my job.  It was time to focus on my mental health and well being.

I’ve never felt such a relief as the moment after I gave my notice.  It was planned and discussed with my husband, so financially we would be okay.  We talked about how I struggled when I wasn’t working because I didn’t have purpose and was bored.  Being a homemaker without children is not great for someone who doesn’t like to clean.  It was the right time.

Summer 2018

I started on 10mg of Lexapro with Ativan as needed for panic attacks.  I had been doing Keto for about 10 months.  I had the support and encouragement from my medical doctors and my family.  I had a plan because I remember how I felt last summer, for the most part.

The plan consists of stepping down 1/4 dose each month until I was off.  I also have backup plans for everything ranging from grocery shopping to cooking dinner, household chores (like laundry) to paying bills.  I boosted my supplements to support my adrenals, my brain and my sleep from the beginning.  And, I’m on Keto but give myself a few extra carbs on the days I want them.

The first month went okay.  After a week, I was sick for about 10 days.  I thought I had the flu and was losing my mind.  Then it occurred to me that it was this detox I was going through, emailed the doctor and she confirmed my suspicions…which actually made me feel less stressed because I wasn’t imagining things.  The last couple weeks of the month I felt good.  Quite normal.  I still did things to keep as calm as possible.  I mean, life goes on while I’m doing this.

I’m in the first half of month two right now.  I was expecting to have a week or two before feeling sick.  That didn’t work out at all!  I got sick pretty quickly after the change in doses.  But, I didn’t feel quite as terrible and not nearly as many days.  Unlike last month, I did have a little bit of an issue with shopping without much care…so now I am the proud owner of 2 new swim suits and my husband has 2 pairs of pants and 2 shorts.  He hates it all.  I usually am a bit more frugal with the money and feel a bit bad that I spent money on these types of things without talking about it with him.  All things considered though, I’ve done worse damage buying a new purse at the mall.  Apparently I’m frugal enough to shop at Poshmark while I’m losing touch with my brain.  So it’ll be okay.  We’ve eaten out a bit more than I would have liked because I don’t want to cook or can’t get to the grocery store to buy more food.

I am gradually getting out of this funk.  I am fully aware that it will all come back, or some version of yuckiness will happen when I drop my meds again next month.  But I feel amazing today.  I actually feel good, like I did well before I had anxiety and whatnot.

I really feel like it’s important to share my story with you.  Not because I need you to know me.  Not because I feel special.  But because when I was going through this I really couldn’t find much information or personal experiences.  You are not alone.  For those of you with family or friends going through this right now, please be extra kind and forgiving of them and their actions right now…it’s a crazy time with your brain does crazy things.

I’ll keep you updated as things progress in regards to my mental health.  I hope you all well.  If you have any questions or comments, please write them in the comments section below.  If you have a suggestion that you’d like to share, please do!

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Healthy Skin (Part 3)

Caring for your biggest organ is important!

This final piece of the series about Healthy Skin, I’m blogging about the benefits of a healthy diet to improve your skin.  I’ll also have recipes that you can use and enjoy.  In previous blogs, I had written about proper moisture and care of your skin and avoiding sun damage (Part 1), and aging (Part 2).

A Healthy Diet to Improve Skin

Your body has needs.  Are you meeting these needs through your diet?  If not, consider making a few changes to your food and drink consumption to maximize your health and improve your skin.  Obviously, I advocate the Keto diet, but you don’t have to do Keto to make some changes to help your skin.

#1: Avoid foods that you’re allergic to.  Your skin may be irritated as a result to an allergy.  Growing up I had terrible eczema from a wheat allergy.

#2: Identify rashes, ie: keto rash, eczema, dry skin, poison ivy, etc.  This can help you to figure out the best treatment.  It kind of overlaps #1 above, but it’s important.

#3: Moisturize from the inside out!  Don’t drink the lotion.  You should be eating healthy fats (avocado and salmon), and including healthy oils (coconut oil) into your diet.  You can also supplement with fish oil, krill oil, Vitamin E, etc. if you can’t get enough in your daily diet.

#4: Make sure your body can absorb the nutrients and fat you’re giving it through your diet or supplementation.  It may seem odd, but just because it goes in your mouth doesn’t mean your body can do something with it, even when it needs to.  For example, did you know taking a Vitamin K2-MK7 helps your body absorb Vitamin D3?  And if you’re low in D3 your body likely isn’t absorbing calcium…and we all know we need calcium.  You may need to make adjustments to maximize your absorption depending upon your body and it’s particular needs.

Delicious, Skin Improving Recipes

Guacamole – mashed avocados, chopped cilantro, lemon or lime juice, pico de gallo and salt

Tomato & Avocado Salad – diced tomatoes and avocados, lemon juice, salt and chopped basil

Salmon with Broccoli & Herbed Butter – pan fried salmon cooked in butter and seasoned with salt and pepper, steamed broccoli, all topped with your choice of herbed, salted butter

Roasted Red Pepper and Tomato Soup

Oysters on the half shell

Salmon Cakes with a side salad

Extra Tips

  • Try to eat an avocado every day.  It’s easier in California, I know, but try to find them in season and freeze them for later if you have to.
  • Pamper your skin (and yourself) with a trip to the spa for a facial, back facial or something scrub brushing.  My mom and I like to go to a local beauty school for facials and back facials once or twice a year.  It feels amazing.  Our skin looks great.  And it’s not very expensive.
  • Pay attention and listen to your body.  Are you thirsty?  You’re dehydrated.  Drink some water.  Does your skin itch and feel dry?  You’re likely dehydrated.  Drink some water and put some really good lotion on your skin.  Have another problem?  Research a solution, talk with a professional or try something new.
  • Your skin has natural lubricant, so be aware that over using things like lip balms and moisturizers can create a situation where your body will not make the necessary moisture needed because you’re supplementing it with other moisturizers.  (I used to be addicted to lip balms.  It was a tragedy and very hard to stop.)

I hope you’ve enjoyed this mini-series about Healthy Skin.  I’m not a professional, so please use common sense and do your own research when trying a recommendation.  Also, please leave comments, questions and topic suggestions.

And, as always, be sure to check out the facebook group for support, encouragement, success stories and recipes at!

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Healthy Skin (Part 2)

Caring for your biggest organ is important!

I’ve already discussed the importance of proper moisture and care of your skin, how to avoid sun damage and what to do if you do burn your skin.  If you’re interested in reading about that, check out Part 1 of this series about Healthy Skin.

My mom has the best advice (usually).  She always said that to have great skin you should drink lots of water and moisturize.  Well, I think she was mostly right, specifically when thinking about aging and your skin.


No one wants to look old.  No one wants to look older than they are.  Everyone wants to look happy and healthy.

These are generalizations that most of us can get on board with.  When I was younger, I did want to look older.  It was tough to look so young when I starting my career…I wanted to be treated like someone who knew what they were doing and had experience, which I did (or at least I thought I did).

I’ve lived most of my life in Orange County, California.  It’s quite nice here, I’m not going to lie.  But there is a lot of vanity here.  As if it’s not enough to have pressure to be wafe-thin, which I can’t ever be (bone structure) and don’t want to be, there is a lot of pressure to look young and healthy.  The pressure and sanity levels seem to decrease the further away from Hollyweird you get (just a personal theory).

Anyhow, back to aging.  We want to look young and healthy.  Take care of your body internally and externally.  We don’t all get the gift of genetics from our parents to look young (I know, I was blessed).  But you don’t have to make the situation worse!  By eating healthy and providing nutrients and essentials to your body, you will be helping yourself look better too!!

Avoid the following, if you’d like to help your skin look as healthy and young as possible:

  • Excessive smoking and/or drinking
  • Harsh drugs, prescribed or recreational
  • Dehydration and toxins
  • Avoid sun damage

Do the following, if you’d like to improve or maintain your skin:

  • Drink plenty of water and moisturize your skin
  • Lower stress levels
  • Smile and try to be content with what you’ve got to work with!
  • Improve your internal health through nutrition and exercise, like the Keto diet, supplementation, body appropriate exercise
  • Eat foods high in antioxidents, such as berries, dark chocolate, pecans, etc
  • Add antioxident supplements, such as beta-carotene, Vitamins A & E, resveratol, grape seed extract, etc.
  • Follow a ketogenic diet (Here’s some more info)
  • Read part 1 for more ideas

Stay tuned for Healthy Skin (Part 3) for information about a healthy diet to improve skins with recipes and list of what you consider adding or removing.

And, as always, be sure to check out the facebook group for support, encouragement, success stories and recipes at!


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Healthy Skin (Part 1)

Caring for your biggest organ is important!

Your skin is the largest organ of your body and acts to protect you.  It’s easy to take your skin for granted, but it is so important for the health of your body.  But how do you go about caring for your skin?  And what are the best ways to care for your skin?  It can be quite confusing.


Achieving the perfect moisture level can be complicated and challenging.  If your skin is dry you can age and have irritated, itchy skin.  If your skin is overly moist you can have acne from clogged pores and it’s just socially seen as unsightly.  The “best” is the combination” skin…that’s where you have some areas that are dry and overly moist my favorite…in the most sarcastic inner voice.)

It’s been my experience that men seem to not notice or care and women spend a lot of time correcting their skin…and a lot of money!  It’s also my experience that what you do in life often shows in your skin, so you really can’t hide your health for too long.

If you have dry skin, you may want to consider:

  • Washing less often as you’re washing away precious oils
  • Are you having a reaction to a change in your diet or allergies?
  • Lower the temperature of your shower…hot water is not great for skin!
  • Increase your water as you may be dehydrated internally
  • Try increasing your electrolytes, specifically your magnesium, potassium and sodium through either foods higher in these nutrients or supplementation
  • Change your moisturizers and lotions for something more natural, perhaps coconut oil (refined has no smell) or even making your own concoction
  • Perhaps increasing oil and fat consumption, fish oil or fatty fish, Vitamin E, Krill oil, coconut, olive and avocado oils should all help to add moisture internally

If you have overly moist skin, you may want to consider:

  • Make sure you’re using oil-free moisturizers and lotions
  • Wash your skin up to twice daily
  • Consider a possible hormone imbalance (Androgens) that might need addressing, or even addressing ovary or adrenal issues
  • Supplement with zinc, DIM
  • Increase cruciferous vegetables, like cauliflower and broccoli
  • Try lower stress, decreasing carbs (20g or less daily) and intermittent fasting (IF)

If you have combination skin, you’re in real trouble: (Just kidding!)

  • You may need to review both lists above and focus on increasing supplements or dietary needs to address lack of good oils, nutrients and a possible hormone issue
  • Also, don’t wash your skin with harsh soap or cleansers, with water that is hot and always moisturize
  • Consider trouble shooting specific areas, like putting coconut oil on the dry spots only instead of your entire arm
  • Definitely, lower your stress, carb intake and try IF

Sun Damage

You want to protect your skin!  You’re doing a lot to help improve your health, so don’t be crazy and forget to protect your skin.  Conventional wisdom is to cover your skin, avoid the direct sunlight at the highest points of the day (usually between 11am and 2pm), and slather on chemical laden sunscreen/sunblock.

I’m not sure if you can tell, but I’m not a conventional wisdom follower.  I prefer to know the conventional wisdom, understand how the conclusion came about (why) and really decide for myself if it’s best for me and my family.  In no way do I think you should just do what I say without considering your options and making an informed decision for yourself.  I also am a-okay with you doing something different than I do (no judgement).

With that said, I generally avoid the direct sunlight midday, usually because it’s really hot and I don’t like it, but also because that’s when my skin burns the fastest.  I do coverup, but I’m not wearing long sleeves and pants on a Summer day, that’s just not happening…read previous sentence about being hot.  And I don’t use sunblock or sunscreen.  I know, crazy right?

I really find the correlation between skin cancer increasing and the use of sunscreens/sunblocks interesting and something I cannot avoid.  People lived for hundreds or thousands of years before this invention of covering your skin in chemicals to avoid burns.  I would rather put mud on my skin than whatever is in that spray bottle!  I’ve felt this way for many years, far longer than I’ve been doing Keto.  I find that I can avoid being burned with simply covering up and avoiding the midday sun.

Interestingly, I recently read something about someone saying that they increased their Vitamin B (I don’t recall which one, so just take a complex), D2 and K3 and it helped their skin to not burn as quickly.  It made me think about skin protection from the inside out, instead of the outside in.  I kind of like this and looked a little further.  You should know, I’m a pale white lady that tanned fine when I was a kid but as I got older and more pale, I just burn very quickly (pre-Keto).  I also have read some people adding other supplements to their diet to increase skin protection, including beta-carotene, astaxanthin, and Vitamins A & C.  The original blog can be found here.

This summer I find myself with more energy and interest in being outside.  I’m certain it’s because of Keto.  Anyhow, I am increasing my supplements to include beta-carotene, astaxathin, and Vitamin A (I already take C).  I’m curious as to how my body will react…I’ll certainly let you know!

Prevent Sun Damage:

  • Cover your skin with clothes or an umbrella
  • Remember that cloud coverage is not helpful!  I remember this from childhood.
  • Avoiding the direct sunlight midday when the sun is at it’s highest point
  • Have healthy skin!!!  Consider increasing supplements to improve skin health, Vitamins C & A, beta-carotene, etc

Healing Burned Skin:

  • Avoid direct sunlight if your skin is already burned..give it a chance to heal
  • Use aloe vera to help sooth the burn and assist in the healing process (Aloe vera is a great plan that’s hard to kill, consider having one at your home…it’s great for burns, cuts and other skin issues)
  • Avoid stress and other inflammatory add-ons…your body will heal faster
  • Add oils to moisturize and hopefully help your skin heal, instead of blister and peel

Check out Part 2 of this series where I talk about aging and how to help improve your skin to look as young and fresh as possible (without doing anything crazy!)

And, as always, be sure to check out the facebook group for support, encouragement, success stories and recipes at!

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Getting Off Medication

There is so much information out there about people, just like you and I, getting off their medications with Keto.  It’s very exciting and encouraging!

I want to be on as few medications as possible, particularly anything that may be harmful to a baby.  You may not remember, but my main goal for losing weight is to get pregnant and have a healthy baby.  Before Keto I was on Metformin, Lexapro, a variety of antibiotics, allergy meds, plus the occasional Xanax for major panic attacks.

I have (or had pre-Keto) a lot of health problems ranging from PCOS and that it entails, anxiety and depression, allergies and chronic sinusitis, IBS and chronic diarrhea, plus I just couldn’t lose weight to save my life.  I’ve never been pregnant and I really want to have at least one child with my husband.  I also would just like to feel better and not be so tired and sick all the time.  Did I mention I was pre-diabetic?

Please note: I am not a medical professional and this is just based upon my experience.  I strongly encourage you to consult with your doctor before making changes…I did and was surprised to get their support.


I took Metformin because I knew I was insulin resistant.  I had been off and on for a couple of decades.  I hate it.  It makes me feel terrible.  The worst part is getting on or increasing the dose because your body has to get used to it.  I usually lost a little weight, but I suspect it was from the burning, liquid diarrhea caused from the medicine.  Not only does it hurt, but it’s exhausting.  It’s like the life force is leaving your body.  You know, potassium.  So I would eat bananas to help when it was really bad.  Yes, I know bananas have a lot of sugar and would begin a cycle of sickness because it my body can’t process it but the Metformin would “help” it leave my body.  I took a lot of Immodium and frankly, I should have purchased stock in Tucks.  It was a vicious and unhealthy cycle.  Even after months of dieting and being on the same dose of Metformin, I was sick and having frequent, painful diarrhea (like daily).

With the support of my doctor, I made a conscious decision to stop taking the Metformin when I began Keto.  My logic was that the Metformin was supposed to help me process carbs, but you don’t really eat so many carbs on Keto so I’d be okay.  I was insulin resistant, and I think I still am but it’s much better.  Instead of my body processing the carbs for energy, it didn’t know what to do with it so it stored it as fat.  No wonder I got so fat and was so tired all the time.

It’s been just over 10 months and I am happy to say that I’m down about 70 pounds, still am off Metformin and don’t have that vicious cycle anymore.  I have loads of energy most days and am no longer pre-diabetic.  My blood sugar tests are great now!  I save money (no medication), save my liver (Metformin really is hard on the liver), and I saved my butt from the terrible side effects of the medication.

Allergy Meds & Antibiotics

These are connected for me as I get sinus infections from allergies a lot….A LOT!  I do everything I can to keep the sinus infection at bay.  I regularly do a sinus rinse (I even add colloidal silver and grapefruit extract that both act as antimicrobials).  I have Flonase to spray in my sinuses.  I take an OTC allergy medicine every night before bed (used to take zyrtec but now use xyzal).  I have colloidal silver spray to coat the sinuses after the rinse.  I use a non-petroleum jelly coat my nose because the Flonase dries it out and causes bleeding, and I have a humidifier by my bed with essential oils.  I have pseudophedrine and zinc to help dry the sinuses.  I pay attention to what’s going on.  In the end, I always lose the fight and have to take antibiotics.  Always.

I’ve noticed a significant decrease in prescribed antibiotics since I began Keto.  I still have some issues with my sinuses though.  The process is still the same, it seems, but it takes longer to cycle through.  For instance, I could get a bad sinus infection monthly before and now it’s every 2-3 months.  I believe this is because my immune system is much stronger and can fight longer.  I’m pleased and look forward to seeing how that changes as time goes on.

Yes.  I’m a hot mess in this department.  It’s still not great but a massive improvement!  I am pleased with the progress and hope to report next year even more improvement.

Anxiety, Depression and IBS

These are grouped together because when I get anxious my IBS tends to be worse, leading me to believe most of the time it’s actually caused by stress in my life (good or bad).  Here’s the thing about stress and my body, it doesn’t care if it’s good or bad stress, my body reacts the same.  It’s been an ongoing problem for years now and was getting worse and worse.  In addition to the IBS symptom, I also have inflammation, migraines, stress headaches, get dizzy and lack focus.  It’s a problem.

It took years to figure out that I had anxiety and depression.  But once I did, I took group classes and had therapy.  I also took medication to help.  The medication and dosages are hard to figure out, but once you do, you are “golden”.  I landed on Lexapro 10mg daily with Xanax as needed (which was later switched to Ativan).

Everything had been going well, so last summer (well before I even heard about Keto), by doctor was encouraging me to try to stop my medications.  You can’t just stop these medications, you must wean yourself off of them and the detox process is brutal.  I managed to get off these psychiatric medications, cope with the brain zaps and all of the detox issues and move on with life.  Everything was so great for a while.  In fact, my sex drive returned (great for a marriage) and I felt amazing and normal and enjoyed wonderful brain functionality.  Then the stress at work hit and it was hard…way worse than it should have been and I decided to get back on my medication.  Dang it.

I remember one of the first classes a nurse practitioner was explaining how some people only need medication temporarily, while others need it for life, but you usually don’t know until you try to get off.  Obviously, I was sad about having to go back on thinking I was someone who had to be on it for life.  Fortunately, I have a wonderfully supportive husband and that made all of the difference in the world.

I had noticed that I have much fewer and more manageable panic attacks since doing Keto.  So, when I was at my annual appointment with the Crazy Doc, she encouraged me to try again.  We created a plan for wean me off of medication.  From 10mg, to 7.5mg, then to 5mg and 2.5mg and then off.  I remember last time I increased my fish oil and B Complex to help with the side effects and it did seem to help.

Today I am 3 weeks on the 7.5mg dose.  The first week was fine.  Did I mention that I waited until Summer vacation before starting?  I waited so that way I wouldn’t have work stress.  Good idea, right?  Right.  The second week I was having some issues, a major panic attack and some weight gain.  At this point I didn’t realize what all was happening.  By the end of week 2 I was talking with my husband and realized my laundry list of current issues could be related to the lowering of my medication…the dr confirmed.  Oddly, a lot of the stress and worry about what I was experiencing went away with the confirmation from the dr.  Man, I’m glad I have a good doctor!

I’ll be keeping you updated as it goes on.  For the most part I believe this will take all summer.  I also believe that I will be having some mental issues, some pain and look forward to being completely off.  I’m sure I will gain more weight, but that is the least of my concerns at the moment.  If I get off these meds it’ll be safe to try to get pregnant.  It’s totally worth it for me to try again.

The reason I wanted to write this was because when I researched information about how people got off their crazy meds (lexapro for me), I couldn’t find anyone who gave any information.  Just that they did Keto and don’t need their meds anymore.  I need a plan, some advice, something with some meat on the bones to really figure this all out.

Not everyone is like me.  My plan might not work for you.  But I will be sharing it to provide encouragement and hope to those in similar shoes as myself.  Please be sure to rely upon your medical professionals before making major changes.

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Organizing Supplements

There are so many supplements to keep track of now. Is this necessary for you? No. But I’ve added and modified my supplements based upon my Keto needs, my body type and the special needs of my body to address specific health issues.

I take some to help when I don’t get enough vegetables in my daily diet (which can be difficult when you only eat 1-2 meals a day). I take some for my PCOS, which impact my cycles, hormones, blood sugars, etc. I take some for mental health issues (anxiety) and additional to help withdrawal symptoms as I get off my prescribed medications (brain zaps, extra anxiety, etc.). I’m a hot mess and need a lot of help.

It’s really difficult to keep it all organized and remember what I need and when. I know that some are better with food, or on an empty stomach while others just need to be taken during the day at some point. To avoid becoming too much, I don’t usually bother with focusing on the particulars for the most part and just organize them into 3 groups (morning, noon and evening).

Step 1: Choosing supplements

  • Identify your health needs and make a list of what you need to purchase
  • Research each supplement to find a good, reliable source as close to organic as possible
  • Purchase your supplements – I prefer to buy from either Amazon or a local health food store like Mother’s Market

Step 2: Determine frequency & label

  • Read the labels and decide how much of each supplement you will need
  • Using a marker, write on the lid how much and how often you should take each supplement – For instance, I need to take 1 Advanced Adrenal supplement 3 times daily, so I write 1×3 on the lid in a black sharpie marker

Step 3: Preparing for organization

  • Clear out a cupboard (or any place you plan to store your packaged supplements)
  • Line up cups in 4 rows of 7 – I use these cups and lids to help organize…they stack well, travel well in my purse and are inexpensive
  • Label 28 lids with a marker – AM for morning, N for noon/midday, and PM for evening
  • Pull out all supplements and put them to the side
  • Try to have enough space for 3 stations (left, center and right) – supplements to use (L), empty cups to fill (C), and supplements used (R)

Step 4: Filling cups with sups

  • Take a supplement, read your note of how often and when you should take it
  • Add supplement to the cups, if appropriate
  • Replace lid of supplement and place to the right
  • When cups are filled, put on the correctly labeled lid
  • Repeat as many times as you need to fill a month’s worth of supplements to meet your daily needs (morning, noon and evening)

Step 5: Storing

  • Put each filled cup of supplements in organized stacks in a dark, cool place
  • I make my stacks in a total of 6 rows 3-4 cups high and store in a kitchen cupboard where it is generally dark and cool
  • I keep all of my bottles of supplements in a giant bag kept in the dark, corner of my closet on a shelf behind my clothes (no one sees it)

Step 6: Plan to refill

It’s great not to have to figure out what supplements you need each and every time, but you will eventually run out of packed supplements, so you’ll need to plan about an hour once a month to organize (maybe less but it’s always best to estimate an hour to be safe). It usually takes me about 30 minutes to and hour for the whole process and I often make slightly more than a month, in case I don’t feel very well the day I need to make them.


You save time and frustration throughout each day, which I noticed personally makes me less likely to get “pilled out.” I’m not sure if this is the official term, but its easy to get overwhelmed and just plane sick to death of the dang pills.

An unintentional benefit that I found is that I now know when I’m about to run out of supplements, so I can reorder or go to the store to buy more. I never run out of supplements anymore. It’s never a surprise financially either as I can plan ahead…I now have 28 days to save enough money to buy more supplements. I don’t run out and my husband isn’t mad that I spent too much without budgeting for it.


Interested in the supplements that I take? I have a blog about what I take, how much and why. Check it out.

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